Sarah or Sammy

For many years I have looked for you both, maybe your mum won you over as I have not been in your lives the way I hoped to but me being able to see you was difficult as your mum was so determined for me to not be apart of your lives and done anything she can to hold that in her favour,  I did set page up waiting and hoping that you would contact me.

It was also made harder as the only area I knew where you lived was near the Sainsbury's in stoke but as far as your address is concerned I had no knowledge of your location, I tried to find you by census and even the voting but no luck as your Mum and Steve are still listed at Berwick Close, I did receive some emails from people involved in your life but not mine so I just ignored them until your mum, you or Steve contacted me as its none of there business and they should not go interfering in something they know nothing about as the only people who know the truth is me and your mum.

Now things are changing and you both have own mind maybe you want to speak to me get my side instead of just hearing what your mum has to say, I have no reason to lie or reasons to cause problems just want to get to know my children without interfering people in the way.

I wanted to promise that I was there for you but at the end of day I just was not due to not knowing of where you were, I could have went back to court but to be honest all the stress and messing around made me decide to do research my self to trace you down, I know now more or less where you both are and what schools you go to and I know you are both healthy, friendly & loving individuals for which I proud so say your my daughters which in my eyes cannot taken away from me as you both are the most important people in my life which I hope the bridges can be returned gaining back the care, love and attention that I always wanted to give my girls but could not as people ruined it for and my family to bond with my two children.

If you don't contact me I will understand, but to honest I hope you do as I so much want to talk to you both and I hope that your minds would change to see me as I always wanted to be with my girls but my dreams were taken away from me when I separated from your mum.

Love

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